Posted by Helena Smole in Relationships
on Jun 9th, 2014
Are there more lives or just one?
With this dilemma I am done.
What matters is to always be fair.
Which makes it easy to make friends everywhere.
I was not raised in any religious way. And since I was a diligent student, I believed in science. Life had many surprises in store for me though. Exploring alternative psychology in my thirties I involuntarily started to explore the spiritual level of human existence. I liked the idea of reincarnation right away, because it gives us so many opportunities to make things right. I found it much more gentle than the harsh catholic...
Posted by Helena Smole in Relationships
on May 26th, 2014
Success is such a sacred word in our Western world that it is rarely questioned. As long as you can measure something and compare it with others it is a potential success. Consequently, the Westerners have neglected things that cannot be measured: love, trust, health, honesty.
A man is successful, if he makes a lot of money. If, on the other hand, his colleague at work makes less money but is a lot nicer to his wife, this other colleague is not successful. Kindness is not only hard to measure, it is also a private thing. And in order to show success one has to concentrate on public things like money...
Posted by Helena Smole in Schizoaffective disorder
on May 12th, 2014
To be or not to be –
It is a rare dilemma to see.
The question of life is how?
To burn in the here and now?
Or to smoulder in fear of tomorrow?
When I was really young I used to think I could work all the time. Resting was optional. Until at the age of 22 bipolar disorder with psychotic traits broke out. First I had a raging mania and then I was lying in bed all the time. I experienced two extremes that were both very difficult to bear. Ever since I have been trying to balance the extremes in order to have a more normal life. So I do burn, but just a little and then I continue the safe smouldering....
Posted by Helena Smole in Relationships
on Apr 28th, 2014
One can smell it here and sense it there:
the big old fear these days is everywhere.
A glance at ads telling us we are ugly, fat and old
suffices to make us feel everything else but bold.
Love, the heart’s fuel, is of another kind:
it is a rare jewel, these days hard to find.
Love is like a beggar in a busy street:
few have time for him to meet.
Fear, like a virus, is easy to catch,
whenever two uncertain hearts match.
Love on the other hand is more difficult to spread:
only the open hearts can taste its bread.
The darkness of fear can only prevail
until the heart is under its veil.
To the light of...